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Monday, 09 June 2008
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Thursday, 08 September 2005
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tonight is the season premiere of the OC. me and chase are gonna watch it together and we're gonna go shopping after i get off work cause he needs to buy clothes. i really hope this day goes well because nothing has been going very well lately. i've just been depressed and crying all the time and it's really not fair to him and i almost just ended it so he wouldn't have to put up with me anymore. i always just feel like i'm a burden to him when i get like that. so i dunno, i hope things get better.
i should stop going on like this because it's only making me more unhappy. what can i say that makes me happy? i have a boyfriend who would watch the OC just to be with me. (this sounds really lame but i'm really excited about it and i love him so much for doing this) i think he kinda likes the show though. he loves the one where they go to vegas.
i don't know what else to say right now. i haven't posted in a long time so i guess there's a lot i have to catch up on. my next post will be recap of at least the past month or two. and i'm thinking about working on fixing the music on my site so it actually plays. i just need to update and change it up a little too. i'm a different person than i was a few months ago.
Tuesday, 06 September 2005
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: jessica monk Birthday: november 9, 1987 Birthplace: seattle, wa Current Location: sammamish, wa Eye Color: blue Hair Color: i don't really know Height: 5'2" Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: welsh and shit The Shoes You Wore Today: nss Your Weakness: chase and ice cream Your Fears: dark, spiders, everything Your Perfect Pizza: costco veggie pizza pretty much Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: hmm, learn to cook a few things Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: skdfjhslkjdhfkasjdhfkljhasdlkjfa Thoughts First Waking Up: wanna go back to bed or whatever i was dreaming about Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes i guess Your Bedtime: never! Your Most Missed Memory: james i guess Pepsi or Coke: neither MacDonalds or Burger King: don't eat fast food Single or Group Dates: depends on the group Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i really don't know Chocolate or Vanilla: vanillaxcore Cappuccino or Coffee: both Do you Smoke: i don't know right now Do you Swear: yeah Do you Sing: sometimes Do you Shower Daily: not if i wake up 5 mins before i have to leave Have you Been in Love: yes Do you want to go to College: yes Do you want to get Married: i think so Do you belive in yourself: not a lot Do you get Motion Sickness: only sometimes Do you think you are Attractive: mildly Are you a Health Freak: nope Do you get along with your Parents: every once in a while Do you like Thunderstorms: noooo Do you play an Instrument: nope, i want to play drums In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes, dangit In the past month have you Smoked: no In the past month have you been on Drugs: just ODing on advil In the past month have you gone on a Date: i dunno what is considered a date anymore In the past month have you gone to a Mall: maybe In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes Ever been Drunk: yes Ever been called a Tease: haha yes Ever been Beaten up: no Ever Shoplifted: yes How do you want to Die: peacefully What do you want to be when you Grow Up: writer or a chef What country would you most like to Visit: india or japan In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: chase Favourite Hair Color: chase Short or Long Hair: chase Height: chase Weight: chase Best Clothing Style: chase (minus GW red shirt) Number of Drugs I have taken: weed a couple times, that's pretty much it Number of CDs I own: i don't really know and i don't want to count Number of Piercings: two, one in each ear Number of Tattoos: none yet, gotta wait 'til i'm 18 Number of things in my Past I Regret: well at least three i'm sure
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
Wednesday, 27 April 2005
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what can follow up cake? nothing really. been having a good past couple weeks. going out shopping today, maybe i'll buy something pretty. but first, i need to find something good to eat. i might just have to make fatty, caloric, pasta roni because it sounds so good right now. garrrr.
Tuesday, 19 April 2005
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picture time!
first things first: INGREDIENTS & MATERIALS

cake mix...

frosting that goes wonderfully with cake mix

oil, because it says i need it

eggs. there are three.

electric mixer. i'm so lazy.

heart shaped pan one

heart shaped pan two. notice, they do not match
next: BEGINNING PROCEDURE
set oven to 350°

cake mix in a bowl (picture is darker for some reason)

cake mix with water in a bowl (also a darker one)
cake mix with water and oil in a bowl

cake mix with water and oil and eggs in a bowl

time to mix it up!

ok, all done with that

poured into pan one

poured into pan two

i definitely used all the batter

stick 'em in the oven

set the timer for 35 minutes. and wait.
this is the time i spent thinking about how good my cake was going to be. and i watched some tv because waiting for cake to bake is boring.finally: BAKING ENDS

and the timer goes BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP. until i turn it off.

take them out before they burn

beautiful

beautiful

put first layer down on tray

the empty pan will need to be washed

frosting is ready. with tupperware spreader.

that just looks wonderful. time for the second layer.
BUT DISASTER STRIKES!
second layer, dropped on the floor. by me.

i tried to save it. but it was no use.

so the other heart was very sad.
THE END.


