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Thursday, 08 September 2005

  • tonight is the season premiere of the OC. me and chase are gonna watch it together and we're gonna go shopping after i get off work cause he needs to buy clothes. i really hope this day goes well because nothing has been going very well lately. i've just been depressed and crying all the time and it's really not fair to him and i almost just ended it so he wouldn't have to put up with me anymore. i always just feel like i'm a burden to him when i get like that. so i dunno, i hope things get better.

    i should stop going on like this because it's only making me more unhappy. what can i say that makes me happy? i have a boyfriend who would watch the OC just to be with me. (this sounds really lame but i'm really excited about it and i love him so much for doing this) i think he kinda likes the show though. he loves the one where they go to vegas.

    i don't know what else to say right now. i haven't posted in a long time so i guess there's a lot i have to catch up on. my next post will be recap of at least the past month or two. and i'm thinking about working on fixing the music on my site so it actually plays. i just need to update and change it up a little too. i'm a different person than i was a few months ago.

Tuesday, 06 September 2005

  • TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
    Name: jessica monk
    Birthday: november 9, 1987
    Birthplace: seattle, wa
    Current Location: sammamish, wa
    Eye Color: blue
    Hair Color: i don't really know
    Height: 5'2"
    Right Handed or Left Handed: right
    Your Heritage: welsh and shit
    The Shoes You Wore Today: nss
    Your Weakness: chase and ice cream
    Your Fears: dark, spiders, everything
    Your Perfect Pizza: costco veggie pizza pretty much
    Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: hmm, learn to cook a few things
    Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: skdfjhslkjdhfkasjdhfkljhasdlkjfa
    Thoughts First Waking Up: wanna go back to bed or whatever i was dreaming about
    Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes i guess
    Your Bedtime: never!
    Your Most Missed Memory: james i guess
    Pepsi or Coke: neither
    MacDonalds or Burger King: don't eat fast food
    Single or Group Dates: depends on the group
    Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i really don't know
    Chocolate or Vanilla: vanillaxcore
    Cappuccino or Coffee: both
    Do you Smoke: i don't know right now
    Do you Swear: yeah
    Do you Sing: sometimes
    Do you Shower Daily: not if i wake up 5 mins before i have to leave
    Have you Been in Love: yes
    Do you want to go to College: yes
    Do you want to get Married: i think so
    Do you belive in yourself: not a lot
    Do you get Motion Sickness: only sometimes
    Do you think you are Attractive: mildly
    Are you a Health Freak: nope
    Do you get along with your Parents: every once in a while
    Do you like Thunderstorms: noooo
    Do you play an Instrument: nope, i want to play drums
    In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes, dangit
    In the past month have you Smoked: no
    In the past month have you been on Drugs: just ODing on advil
    In the past month have you gone on a Date: i dunno what is considered a date anymore
    In the past month have you gone to a Mall: maybe
    In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
    In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
    In the past month have you been on Stage: no
    In the past month have you been Dumped: no
    In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
    In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes
    Ever been Drunk: yes
    Ever been called a Tease: haha yes
    Ever been Beaten up: no
    Ever Shoplifted: yes
    How do you want to Die: peacefully
    What do you want to be when you Grow Up: writer or a chef
    What country would you most like to Visit: india or japan
    In a Boy/Girl..
    Favourite Eye Color: chase
    Favourite Hair Color: chase
    Short or Long Hair: chase
    Height: chase
    Weight: chase
    Best Clothing Style: chase (minus GW red shirt)
    Number of Drugs I have taken: weed a couple times, that's pretty much it
    Number of CDs I own: i don't really know and i don't want to count
    Number of Piercings: two, one in each ear
    Number of Tattoos: none yet, gotta wait 'til i'm 18
    Number of things in my Past I Regret: well at least three i'm sure

    CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Wednesday, 27 April 2005

  • what can follow up cake? nothing really. been having a good past couple weeks. going out shopping today, maybe i'll buy something pretty. but first, i need to find something good to eat. i might just have to make fatty, caloric, pasta roni because it sounds so good right now. garrrr.

Tuesday, 19 April 2005

  • picture time!

    first things first: INGREDIENTS & MATERIALS

    cake mix...

     

     

     

     

     

     

    frosting that goes wonderfully with cake mix

     

     

     

     


     


    oil, because it says i need it

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    eggs. there are three.

     

     

     

     

     

     

    electric mixer. i'm so lazy.

     

     

     

     

     

     

    heart shaped pan one

     

     

     

     

     

     

    heart shaped pan two. notice, they do not match

     

     

     

     

     

     


    next: BEGINNING PROCEDURE

    set oven to 350°

     

     

     

     

     

     

    cake mix in a bowl (picture is darker for some reason)

     

     

     

     

     



    cake mix with water in a bowl (also a darker one)

     

     

     

     

     



    cake mix with water and oil in a bowl


     

     

     

     


     

    cake mix with water and oil and eggs in a bowl

     

     

     

     

     



    time to mix it up!

     

     

     

     

     

     

    ok, all done with that

     

     

     

     

     

     

    poured into pan one

     

     

     

     

     

     

    poured into pan two

     

     

     

     

     

     

    i definitely used all the batter

     

     

     

     

     

     

    stick 'em in the oven

     

     

     

     

     

     

    set the timer for 35 minutes. and wait.

     

     

     

     

     



    this is the time i spent thinking about how good my cake was going to be. and i watched some tv because waiting for cake to bake is boring.

    finally: BAKING ENDS

    and the timer goes BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP. until i turn it off.

     

     

     


     

     

    take them out before they burn

     

     

     

     

     

     

    beautiful

     

     

     

     

     

     

    beautiful

     

     

     

     

     

     

    put first layer down on tray

     

     

     

     

     

     

    the empty pan will need to be washed

     

     

     

     


     


    frosting is ready. with tupperware spreader.

     

     

     

     


     


    that just looks wonderful. time for the second layer.

     



     

     

     



    BUT DISASTER STRIKES!

    second layer, dropped on the floor. by me.

     

     

     

     


     


    i tried to save it. but it was no use.

     

     

     

     

     


     

    so the other heart was very sad.

     

     

     

     

     

     

    THE END.

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