Thursday, 08 September 2005

• tonight is the season premiere of the OC. me and chase are gonna watch it together and we're gonna go shopping after i get off work cause he needs to buy clothes. i really hope this day goes well because nothing has been going very well lately. i've just been depressed and crying all the time and it's really not fair to him and i almost just ended it so he wouldn't have to put up with me anymore. i always just feel like i'm a burden to him when i get like that. so i dunno, i hope things get better.

  i should stop going on like this because it's only making me more unhappy. what can i say that makes me happy? i have a boyfriend who would watch the OC just to be with me. (this sounds really lame but i'm really excited about it and i love him so much for doing this) i think he kinda likes the show though. he loves the one where they go to vegas.

  i don't know what else to say right now. i haven't posted in a long time so i guess there's a lot i have to catch up on. my next post will be recap of at least the past month or two. and i'm thinking about working on fixing the music on my site so it actually plays. i just need to update and change it up a little too. i'm a different person than i was a few months ago.

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